Tuesday, March 12, 2019

Seward Alaska 1968 kidnap and rape never prosecuted

Seward and all of Alaska is wide open for pedophiles now as it was in 1968.
The systems intended seemingly to stop these crimes are instead controlled by the perpetrators.
The damage is unknown but vast numbers of kids will never live without the savage torment inflicted with support of the state.
Today is another of a day of torment for me.      And it did not have to happen at all.

Thursday, March 7, 2019

Kidnapped &Raped by a priest, survivor speaks

Con-cerned ?   Nope.  Nobody ever was ,it was always just an act .
What is evident is this, my existence means nothing.
Not now,not Con-cerned ?   Nope.  Nobody ever was ,it was always just an act .
What is evident is this, my existence means nothing.
Not now,not ever. Anyone claiming anything else was just part of the ever expansive web of lies this planet feeds us.
Convinced I was saved,yet that too is apparently part of the overwhelming web of bs.
I seem to exist only as entertainment for this twisted reality.  Entertainment as in how much mental torture can I endure? And why? What is my purpose? Just why am I expected to just exist?
Time and time again I have reached out only to be put through another cycle of crushing isolation and the world thrives on it. My blessings seem to be yet another mirage, another shallow puddle of lies to tempt me to exist yet one more day.....only to taunt me with yet another deception, another day to have my heart shattered with the con of concern.
All I have is nothing. Nothing is all I have ever had. Meaningless lies and senseless abuse for sport of this truly shallow world.
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yup: Michael Ellner quote: “Just look at us. Everything is backwards, everything is upside down. Doctors destroy health, lawyers destroy justice, psychiatrists destroy minds, scientists destroy truth, major media destroys information, religions destroy spirituality and governments destroy freedom.”
To the post topic and denial of accountability : the firewalls of denial for misprison of felony are everywhere and protect the system first.
As a survivor try seeking someone to answer a phone or getting past the first layers of the firewalls put up by the state attorneys or the churches it becomes obvious that nobody really gives a rats ass about the victims of yesterday anymore that they will care about the victims of today in the future.
Every system is built to defend the host at the expense of the victim whether it be a church or a city or a nation that decided to protect the pedophiles preying on the kids, in every case the “Buck is passed” in hopes you just give up and die again and again. The “fellowship” so pushed by the church is nothing less than a paddock for the molesters to choose the next “sacrifice” .
Try pushing against the walls of insanity of Romans 13 that claim you must worship the state and sacrifice your children to the state of Baal because God says he did it too.
The state of Alaska committed the crime of misprison of felony by covering up and not prosecuting kidnapping and rape as much as the church and my own parents did. The city of Seward in 1968 was no less or more corrupt than it exists today in putting up firewalls of endless voice mail drops and minimum wage phone flunkies whose only job is to deflect and deny.
Forgive seven times seventy times? I don’t think Christ had this in mind when he spoke of a trespass against me.

"Since God has spoken to us it is no longer necessary for us to think." – St Augustine

"Nothing is more welcome to a military empire than a religious doctrine that counsels obedience and acquiescence."
Maccoby ever. Anyone claiming anything else was just part of the ever expansive web of lies this planet feeds us.
Convinced I was saved,yet that too is apparently part of the overwhelming web of bs.
I seem to exist only as entertainment for this twisted reality.  Entertainment as in how much mental torture can I endure? And why? What is my purpose? Just why am I expected to just exist?
Time and time again I have reached out only to be put through another cycle of crushing isolation and the world thrives on it. My blessings seem to be yet another mirage, another shallow puddle of lies to tempt me to exist yet one more day.....only to taunt me with yet another deception, another day to have my heart shattered with the con of concern.
All I have is nothing. Nothing is all I have ever had. Meaningless lies and senseless abuse for sport of this truly shallow world.
- [ ]
yup: Michael Ellner quote: “Just look at us. Everything is backwards, everything is upside down. Doctors destroy health, lawyers destroy justice, psychiatrists destroy minds, scientists destroy truth, major media destroys information, religions destroy spirituality and governments destroy freedom.”
To the post topic and denial of accountability : the firewalls of denial for misprison of felony are everywhere and protect the system first.
As a survivor try seeking someone to answer a phone or getting past the first layers of the firewalls put up by the state attorneys or the churches it becomes obvious that nobody really gives a rats ass about the victims of yesterday anymore that they will care about the victims of today in the future.
Every system is built to defend the host at the expense of the victim whether it be a church or a city or a nation that decided to protect the pedophiles preying on the kids, in every case the “Buck is passed” in hopes you just give up and die again and again. The “fellowship” so pushed by the church is nothing less than a paddock for the molesters to choose the next “sacrifice” .
Try pushing against the walls of insanity of Romans 13 that claim you must worship the state and sacrifice your children to the state of Baal because God says he did it too.
The state of Alaska committed the crime of misprison of felony by covering up and not prosecuting kidnapping and rape as much as the church and my own parents did. The city of Seward in 1968 was no less or more corrupt than it exists today in putting up firewalls of endless voice mail drops and minimum wage phone flunkies whose only job is to deflect and deny.
Forgive seven times seventy times? I don’t think Christ had this in mind when he spoke of a trespass against me.

"Since God has spoken to us it is no longer necessary for us to think." – St Augustine

"Nothing is more welcome to a military empire than a religious doctrine that counsels obedience and acquiescence."
Maccoby